I just have to say this…
I am not a perfect person, I do say things sometimes that hurting to others but I make sure that I know the person really well before I criticize them. I’m brutally honest to my friends that’s it. If I have a comment about a person I don’t know, I keep it to myself or tell my friends about it, to put it simply, we gossip about it. Shoot me I’m guilty!
I have to admit I am a very sensitive person when it comes to my physical appearance. When someone criticizes me, dinidibdib ko talaga yun, it stays in my mind for 24 hours. I think it’s because I was the “ugly duckling” back in high school and college. I was always criticized all the time because of my weight especially by relatives. I hated going to family gatherings back then because I hear the same thing over and over again, that I’m fat, they don’t see other things except my weight. Nakakainis pag paulit ulit! Alam ko na yun, you don’t have to shove it to my face. Kung bastos siguro akong tao, siguro sinagot ko na lahat yung mga kamag-anak ko na yun.
When I was in high school my best friend admitted he had a crush on me, but he clarified that he liked me because I was nice, not because of my looks. Sana sinampal mo na lang ako! When he saw me after a few years, he was surprised, he said “gumanda daw ako” and eventually he became my boyfriend and now he’s my ex-boyfriend. Some people don’t change, if there is one thing I regret in my past relationships, it will be my relationship with him.